Summer Vacation in Malaysia..

Went through lotsa stuff..... Where should I begin the story... Feels like writing yet so tired of the hectic life having now...

Highlight of the month JUNE 2010!!!

Dripping in the hospital wasn't something fun at all.... Talk about sleeping on the bed in the hospital made me think of my history.. how torturing it is the pain can cause you... This time, it was because of food poisoning... This is my 20 years, 1st time experiencing the pain from food poisoning.. Come and think bout tat, he got thin within 1 week.. tat was totally fast... I think i should try tat... letting myself lock in da toilet ... cleaning da stomach...

+ What I was told is I cant eat this, I cant eat that.. and I have to take care of myself... Cuz my bro in the hospital operating!!!! Great...

Secondly, accompany my bro in the hospital... Even though I am not accompanying him the whole day like his gf did.. but tat was so tiring.. After class, rush to the hospital.. scare tat he will be bored, 1after 9 only go bak...

Bunch of assignments!!

I mean what the heck m i doin??!!!! it was supposed to be fun having summer vacation bak to own mother land!!! assignments are just driving me crazy and physic tests too.... I am so drain now....

Give me some power my GOD!!!!

THE ONLY EXCEPTION LYRICS PARAMORE

Struggle

I have been struggled this few days and I am pretty sure it is gonna continue till I know how to control my feeling. It is gonna be hard.... I have to face tis wid myself alone and cant really share wid anyone else (cari pasal). Well, the thing tat I am struggling is because of da 1 who care me alot and I cant really share wid frens in my hometown because time gap, frens in US are busy as well, plus I am sick of the homework and test and quiz..... I am tired, no time for myself to think properly... Wat I can do rite now is spending sometime type something out, figure out everything from the blog I wrote. Sounds funny but that the only way for me right now. Today, no progression done I would say because my nightmare just bugging me. & I am still feeling mix feeling rite now. Jealous is still in my head spinning around. Tats gonna take a long time for me to calm myself out. Crap... Tat doesnt feel good at all...

You shouldn't have step into tis stupid shit.. You should know how you yourself felt the time you had heart broken.. Not only once.. That is not good... Wake up wake up wake up!!!!
It is crazy to put all the anger and dissatisfactions here... I am just crazy woman...

Thank You

For wat I knw, there's nobody reading my blog except this person.... You might reading it right now. =) well, duno where to start from, you accidentally or purposely stepping into my world.. You let me know wat I shud do, who I am, sumhow changing my life. I feel great but on the other hand keep making you worry. I am sorry because I never meant to do so. At first, I tot I can stop depending on you, stop making noise, stop bugging you ... but soon dunno why I don't feel I can do it... cuz I am making it into habits... sorry yea making you stuck in da middle, as in bringing something unecessary into your life. How you know wat I am thinking all the times? but tis few days its not tat accurate anymore... Honestly I am not use to tis changes u make... but gona face tis soon or later.. n guess tis is the time because rite now I am unconsciously will jealous, unconsciously miss you, unconsciously call you .. And for u, it is and it should not happen! Sorry once again. Tis is wat you told me and I promise I will try to do them...

Me gona stay strong without you,
Me gona work everything out by my own,
Me not gona step into your world,
Me not gona make you worry,
Me not gona cry because of small little things,
Me gonna forget all da past n living alone happily..

This is wat I will do if you never voice up... Thank you for treating me like a princess, thank you for entering my life although its only temporary, thank you for giving me surprises, thank you for protecting me, thank you for supporting me, thank you for the bear, thank you for the magic, thank you for accompanying me study all the times, thank you for giving me warmth, thank you for the birthday present, thank you for telling me everything will be alrite, thank you for your time reading them....I felt like living in the fairy tail, a place which is so near yet so far, a place tat I will keep it always in my mind storage.....

My holidays

I have been in my hometown for weeks. It is a cool place to escape I would say. A place full of harmony aromas... Smell peaceful... Been busy visiting my kindergarten, primary, secondary frens. And I am so glad that they are still the same. Lol...
Well, the funniest things were when chatting with college frens. Pm, Pw and I were chatting from 12 something till 3am!!! The topic was so funny because we were talking about names for our own and even thought of future child names! Talk about name, my mum and I were having this topic too. Lotsa names came into minds. And we ended up with this name, Kristen. Well, it would be back-up plan if my ori name is hard for the people to remember.
My cousin CP is back from her uni as well. We were like talking non-stop everytime meet up and we talked bout contact lens just now. She was so hardworking to run the whole optometrist shop to ask for the price. Luckily, its a small town.
Gonna miss lotsa stuff here.

To KLIA ...

Hmmmm today was a busy day... Woke up at 11 am then rush to college to do triple check as tomorrow is my visa interview... *nervous* ..... Luckily I went because there were alot of mistakes and I was able to correct those mistakes...
Besides that, I cut my hair... I was once eager for long hair and now I guess tired of having long hair.... And the look is like this 1.... XD

SHORT (after)

LONG (before)

But its lighter right now I mean the hair...
After a busy day and hang out with Puimun, Peiwen, Stella, Nate and Yiii Huuuuu...... I rushed to airport to pick up my mum and sis.. Because they are flying to CHINA!!! so nice....
Hmmm... Guess tonite gonna sleep earlier bcuz gotta wake up at 5am!!!! Take cab to US embassy... Luckily not only me going there ... Nate is going as well!!!! or else I feel lots of butterflies in my small little stomach... Haizzz... scare of meeting those strict officer.... Nevermind just don't talk too much like what Puimun told me... Steady....
Another day passed.... Hmmmm..... Tired, Exhausted, Drained.... Its time to bed... Nitezzz everyone =)

Officially an Aunty

Tonite, I went to the hospital in Tropicana to visit my newly borned nephew. He has just signed up with the world yesterday and now officially starts his new life in Earth... Well, he is so CUTE and his head is real long like the football player, Therry Henry I would say and he has real black hair!!!
Hmmmm, the time I go to US, he should have getting bigger and bigger day by day...

His daddy haven't give him a name yet.... So, we call him 'baby' for temporary use....

His mummy carried him with the LOVE....

I wish that my nephew will grow as a real man and be tough in every circumstances he faces when he got older.... Love you always......